Saturday, April 14, 2007
To: NA
Mood: shitty
Eggy Says: i hav to move on...
oh man i hav not blog for like 5 months haha tats a long time... oh so many things changes surroundings, people, work n all lots of shits... m studying at MDIS for the past 5 months its good actually gonna graduate maybe in 2 months time... haha still considering if i wanna continue my studies maybe tak up a degree course.... haiz i hav to plan 4 my future... many shits happened that i dun feel very good oh wats wrong man maybe m in the wrong... everyone make mistakes that includes me thou dunno hw ppl judge me... jus feel that m a very bad and sickening person to ppl i suppose... i hav to be a good person haha usually a good person always get the bad things... m crazy jus feel tat its not a good idea to play ppl around i believe there's a thing call retribution "what goes around, comes all the way back around" stop playing others around its no good, people do hav feelings they will be depress.... dun lead ppl on if u do not hav any feelings for them... wat do u get actually.... in the end u will jus break ppl's heart... haiz its true tat all good things comes to an end.... the feeling is shit when u love someone and tat someone dun even tak a good look at u they cant be bothered.... y in tis world had such ppl.... haiz all we hav to do is get over it and move on.... nobody can help u unless u help urself.... its jus mermories please dun come bak i jus wan to 4get u.....
The [E]gg 
rocking @ |10:24 PM|
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
To: aLL
Mood: shitty
Eggy Says: i m broke
haha jus got a job today tomolo going down 4 an interview.... a promoter job jus 5 bucks an hour better then nothing... cos i m left with no money already... i had a weird dream today... i dreamt abt e bad egg again... i dream tat i bought him back home... n everyone saw him think i m really sick to hav tis kinda dream haha... i will hav lots of things to do in future n can stop thinking of him... dunno y i still talk to him when i saw him last wk... haiz... he smiled at me in e 1st place... maybe i shouldnt hav done tat... haha i hav applied 4 a diploma course at mdis which started on 4 dec.... there will be a better future 4 me after e course...
The [E]gg rocking @ |6:10 PM|
Saturday, November 04, 2006
To:aLL
Mood: shitty
Eggy Says: y still thinking of him
its his birthday today... happy birthday shitty... y m i still thinking of him... jus wanna know if he is happy nw... haiz... i feel so shited when he dun even wanna look at me... y?? m asking myself... he is jus a player i should get tis right again... went to Rouge last night with dor, pig n andrew... waste alot money there not really fun... tomolo will be pig's birthday... happy birthday piggy.... hahahaha... hw come so many ppl's birthday falls on e november... dun understand haha.... i met quite a few of weird ppl tis year... they r jus shits... all tis ppl tat i met is jus shit, shits n more shits... getting from bad to worst they jus get weirder 1 by 1 haha... hope next year will be a good 1 4 me... i should be wise n not let ppl step on me i shouldnt believe wat others says... haiz after e trip i think quite alot nw m left with no money i needa earn it bak...
The [E]gg rocking @ |1:29 PM|
Saturday, September 30, 2006
To:aLL
Mood: shitty
Eggy Says:m so confused
still trying to get back on my feet it takes time to be completely healed... eww wat a life man... jus happen to read a friend's nick on msn which sound quite meaningful here it goes... "life hits u right in e face sometimes and leave u wondering wtf u did wrong" haha its true.... flying over to australia on e 11th haha so happy n excited hehe gonna stay there 4 2 wks tats cool.... i m so tired haiz not feeling well today.... needa get better dun wanna be sick 4 my holiday... i should hav my own stand... never let ppl influence me haha
The [E]gg rocking @ |10:42 PM|
Friday, September 22, 2006
To:aLL
Mood: shitty
Eggy Says:i love myself....
today is maxi's birthday.... happy birthday to u.... stay happy n pretty always :).... jus feel something is missing haiz.... everything has ended on last sunday 17th september 2006... i m determine to 4get u this piece of shit... i know lah u r feeling really great fooling me around is it tat fun to play with other ppl feelings.... i hav get wat u meant cos u hav already thrown it to my face.... seriously i jus feel tat u r sick of me n starting to find me irritating n it makes u turn off but i cant be bothered.... i already predicted tat u will say tis kind of thing to me... u dun need to giv me lame excuses like our character cant click or our mindset is different... this r jus stupid n old fashion u should learn more.... u shouldnt hav come n get close to me where u dun even like or wish to be with me in e 1st place.... yesh u r right we came from 2 different world we cant blend u r jus an ah beng from e complicated world out there whereas i live in my own world... u think i m mad.... yer seriously i m crazy n childish to believe everything u said n to fall in love with u.... u made me cry till my eyes were swollen... I HATE U...u dun even dare to look at me on e face u r jus feeling gulity... from nw onwards i wouldnt even talk or bother u... u will jus be a wall to me u r jus not worth it...i know lah u jus dun giv a damn abt me i hav to get back on my own feet... i will try to get myself a better guy in future while u hav fun with ur ah lians i can see tat in e world only ah lians suit u... cai xiaolong u r jus an irresponsible DICKHEAD BASTARD.... tat makes me feel so sad n lost.... haiz... i m jus a stupid girl
The [E]gg rocking @ |9:22 PM|
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
To:aLL
Mood: shitted
Eggy Says:i m so lost.....
its mama birthday today.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! ....i feel so distracted today like lots of shits is thrown at me wats wrong man.... wat is it tat u r unhappy abt... y cant both of u jus tell me wat happened... it kept me thinking abt it... was wondering wat is it tat made e bitch scold u because of me.... wats with my life arghh... its alright i will know it tomolo... maybe e bitch will jus fark me up... dun worry i wouldnt be late tomolo i will get there by 7.30am.... did i do something wrong i dun remember tat i did something bad.... haiz jus 4get it... i cant be bothered shouldnt hav let tis issue spoil my day.... if it gets real bad then i can jus leave e stupid place... i m starting to hate e ppl over there its getting from bad to worst.... it contains bad mermories n its heartbreaking haiz.... stop shouting at me potti i m not e 1 who do tat to e tv... i dun wan it tis way as well.... i know lah u r rich no need to show off n stop threatening me i m sick of it... a stupid idiot bad egg n a bunch of bitches create shits in my life i cant tak it anymore... i hav given up on him completely i should go tak e shit feel so shitty right nw haiz.... u hav ruin my life n me... u r an asshole, jerk maybe calling u names can make me feel better n to stop thinking of u.... i really regret knowing u jus think tat its not worth it... i m jus weird n bad as well... haiz...
The [E]gg rocking @ |6:24 PM|
Friday, August 25, 2006
To:aLL
Mood:shitty
Eggy Says:this is not wat i wan....
urban prairie is gone.... gonna find another job already... maybe a full time job.... haiz.... study or work... i still cant decide... confused.... been thinking of him all days.... so sick of it maybe i should 4get him.... i dunno cos i still like him.... haizz.... y is all this shits happening to me... i dun need this kind of treatment from u... dunno wat is filled in ur mind... i think i m jus a subsitute.... haiz.... time is e main medicine to everything.... i will get over it haha.... there are still lots of things out there 4 me hehe
The [E]gg rocking @ |5:32 PM|
